Isaiah 49:1,3

My vision has been blurred.

I've come to understand that God has a purpose for every individual that he has created so carefully and beautifully.
And I question myself, what exactly is my purpose?
What has God put me on this earth to be?
What are my passions?
How can I live in this world, but yet, not be a woman, of the world.

"The Lord called me before my birth. From within the womb he called me by my name...He said to me, `You are my servant'..." Isaiah 49 : 1,3

I know what I want.
And I know what burns in my heart.
But how will I ever know that what I have chosen for my life, is the service God has already chosen for me, or you?

When will the road become clear again?
Help, I need direction.
For I am resting at the fork.

Love The Way You Lie Pt. 2

On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright
Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes
But you'll always be my hero
Even though you've lost your mind

I wish my relationship did not come to mind every time I hear this song, but I would be a liar if I told you it did not.